End of an Anchor

He told me once that if Secondhand Serenade’s Fall For You existed back in 2007, he’d have dedicated it to me because a girl like me is impossible to find

Fast forward to 2009, if he had known this song existed, I wonder if he would act any different when I gave him that second chance?

Now that we called it off again (and over again) – I wonder will I be giving him another chance or will this year be the last time I’ll hear from him?

Or this time around, should I let my guard down?

I’m not sure if I should or could but I can if I have to

Or do I still think I deserve better?

Because it’s not easy to change someone…

pls mend my tired mind

my mind is tired. my body isn’t. i feel like running and jumping and dancing and skipping around but my mind is telling me no

it must’ve been the lack of sleep. last week was hectic with all the crazy deadlines and endless meetings so i had very little sleep

oh ya, did you know you can die if you settle for 2-3 hours sleep per day?

seriously, one guy from india died coz he hadn’t taken ample amount of sleep all his life. he died at a very young age!

and yeah, he was a biz owner

hmmm. its good that i’ve realized how important it is to sleep enough, eat a balanced diet and work out a lil bit every now n then

ever since i reached my 1st weight target, been slacking a bit on working out. went out for a brisk walk just now and felt tired like hellllllllllllll.

as i type this, tears are in my eyes = sleepy! i mean yeah, everyone gets that too right? so sleepy that tears are welling up?

or am i the only weirdo here?

next week is another busy week. i so gotta squeeze in some time to go karaoke with a new friend and go to PS and get myself a pair of new sneaks to abuse!!

this is otb, calling it adiosaa amigosaz!

ps: will bois ever get sick of football?

Looking for female musicians to jam with!

cam susah nak handle.. rindu yg ni cam lain skit.. u noe mcm blood sistahs nih n kenangan lama waktu muda2 ahahaha.. kelas sama2 suke skip.. duduk ramai2.. tido sebilik.. pegi memane sesame.. lepas kelas petang tido sampai tgh malam.. then bangun lapar n jom makan malee.. then gi jam kat puchong makan mihun sup.. takpun jam kat serdang.. naik kete biru.. takde duit dah ni tapi okeh takpe rm10 sorang utk minyak n jamming.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaagh.. tapi cam last2 sume pun berubah angin kan.. tapi hopefully one day leh la unite balik.. takkan aku sorang je still rase connection kan?

music is beautiful. it can connect souls..

whoa, ila agreed to jam.. now im looking for a girl bassist n girl drummer.. if tak jumpe.. i need a girl vox and girl bassist.. we’d prefer girls coz we r noobs and malu ah nak jam ngan guys.. ehehehhe

do leave a comment if u wanna jam with us

oooooo proposal

was really enjoyable to watch!!! now thats a classic romance movies that we all missed back in the days of wedding singer, con air, best friend’s wedding blabla

LOVE IT!

sandra bullock can play the biotch boss so welll and ryan is soooo adorable!

anyone remember forces of nature? i loved d chemistry between bullock n affleck in that one.. bullock is always perfect for roles like that she reminds me of julia roberts a lot

bad case of the tummy ache

hai there.. i had a tewwible tummy flu today.. u know how i had been following a very disciplined diet kan.. eat small portions regularly.. so when i was back for raya haji, things were still under control in terms of food intake.. and regularity.. but timing and prolly what i ate may have upset my tummy a little..on top of that, i was working out a lot too so i came back having diarrhea the whole day today.. i feel so lethargic.. can’t barely do anything but just sit n stare or lie down.. i managed to do like 10% of my work.. i have till wednesday to complete everything.. hope i make it…

i needed comfort food to ease my tummy ache so went to alamanda and ate chicken rice shop..i had my usual steam chicken combo n added bean sprouts to the meal as well.. instead of ice lemon tea, i opted for hot chinese tea.. really helped a lot..
when i got back, still felt uncomfy but its getting better now..

my dad has tummy pwobs as well.. my sis n i sorta inherited this from him…i see it as a blessing though.. always a good reminder to go easy on food and carefully plan my bowel movement.. hahaha.. yeah those who dont have much tummy pwobs may think this is funny.. but seriously, we gotta plan what we eat, when to shit esp when we travel..

my friends often call me the tummy expert..i can tell them what to eat and what not to eat when they feel uncomfy or bloated or during period pain or when they have gastritis..

oklah enuff ranting..i wanna get some good night sleep then hope tomorrow will be work all day long

toodles now

there might be a change soon

ok i know i dah lama procrastinate nak ubah otb theme kan.. well doing my own theme is prolly not gonna happen anytime soon altho i’d really like to.. but that thought has been almost 2 yrs old..so obviously its not going to happen soon

and ive tried lookin for themes out there but i hadnt found one that i could really connect with.. u see i like to write, and i enjoy writing in my space.. the space ive became to love.. this particular theme im using fits my mood so well.. and its hard to come across a similar one that can have the same connection.. but that just means, im just picky for my own pleasure.. otb is like a place where i chillax.. n feel good when i write a story, feelings, music.. and at times i like to throw stuff here and come back to read it later when i need to.. so its more of a personal space of mine rather than the typical reason why peeps wud like to have a blog nowadays

but i think, im changing it soon.. i found something i really like today!

Old Spirits, Revisited

I have amusing stories to share today.. lets roll them..

Uno
On September 27th 08 (thanks to gmail effective search functionality), I sent out a quote to one of the big 5 after successfully delivered a mini-site gig (my first WP theme heehee) for them before that.

I remember it was about raya time and it was such a pleasure to receive a returning request right before raya pulak tu, heavent sent gila. Nadiah and I were stoked as hell

But they’ve never gotten back at us and soon I’ve already forgotten about it

Des
Last night, I had a bad dream. Someone whom I hoped I’d be able to do work with told me these words

“Wani! Wani! Please. I have 2 groups in my email contacts. And you don’t belong to the first one. Leave it to the experts. They are the real Antrepreneurs”

“You belong to the second group, freelancers.”

Yeah, he said Ant. How silly. And with that smug tone, oh puhliz.

Tres
I woke up this morning to find an email that sits unread in my inbox and I remember the name, I remember the title of the email

As I read the part where it said “Not sure if you remembered this project anymore..” my heart cries, are you kidding? I remember! I remember it all

Uno des tres
These three things make me think real hard today. Although, there are all already in my head and I’ve probably shared these thoughts here on OTB. But I’ll do it again, as a reminder not only to myself but to whoever who may be reading this..

Quatro
I’ve always reminded myself that all you need is determination, focus, discipline.

And patience.

Some days, you might be turned down. Some days, you might be raised up above the skies. Some days, you may feel like digging your own grave. Some days, you might be treated like shit. Some days, you’ve got confetti thrown at you. Some days, you make mistakes. Some days, you make fortunes. Some days, you cry. Some days, you laugh.

But most days, all you gotta do is have faith and patience. And keep improving. Don’t ever look back. Don’t ever turn back.

Finish what you started even if you have to crawl to get to the finish line

Toodles

I miss you guys so much..

I remember every picture, I remember every memory, every feeling attached to every picture.

I remember it all.

Even every haircut. :)

And I miss you guys, I miss you guys so very much..

You should know that without the four of you, I wouldn’t make it through my teenage years

Your passion, your songs, your lyrics, Bob, your stories, your strength, your collapse, fiction I wrote that included all of you, were the things that inspired me so much through thick and thin.

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This is one of it.. I’ll post more later.. you gotta entertain yourself while you’re dealing with browser compatibility issues, don’t you?

this one is untuk kau

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