I just want to laugh out loud

At this moment, I just want to laugh out loud with passion, with relief, with happiness, with chirpiness.

My dear baby boo, please don’t pull that stunt on me again okay? You almost got me tangled up in my nandos plastikbeg. And all that RM 35++ was for you today sayang. And it was so unnecessary, don’t you think?

And all that hard work you put me through. Sayanggg tolong don’t do this again, my heartbeat almost stopped. My brain almost blacked out

I hope we last till eternity sayang. I surely hope we do until we validate to be full-time lovers and not part-time anymore

Something different

I used to be a sucker for endless conversation and words.. every time I get involved with someone, that’s what I want the most.. hahaha.. but recently, I discovered that… sometimes silence is the sweeeeeeeeetest thing ever… dulu, i would think silence is deafening and insulting.. but now, not anymore.. i truly enjoy the occasional silence that we share.. without feeling insulted ke nervous ke ape.. he has this extremely calming aura that never fails to make me feel at ease.. sesuai gile untuk aku yg senang gile gelabah and emo..

he kinda like fills up the little flaws that i have..

i hope he’s the one.. to me, he’s perfect in every way possible.. although we’re still at the early stages of a blooming relationship, i can sense that he’s something different than the exes….

we both may be imperfect to the world but when we’re together, i can say that everything just falls into a complete puzzle..

and that’s awesome..

im not sure if he feels the same too coz we havent really ‘talked’ deeply about these stuff yet.. but so far its been good and all i want to do now is enjoy it, embrace it and wait till the rest of the pages unfold..

i cant stop thinking of you myself.. i am sure the road ahead is still long but i believe with you around, we can work things out. no matter how the road is, we are going to my last page of happily ever after! hee.. i have never felt so special before. i sometime say to myself that this is heaven. i dont believe myself when i got to meet and know someone as sweet, mature and lovely are you are. i know it’s hard for me to dream when im sleeping, but my reality is already the sweetest dream ever!

oh and when he does say something, i usually kalah coz he’s so much better with words ;p ppfffffffft! i’ll beat his ass soon!!

*giggles*

im off to bed now, ive got banks and meetings to go to tomorrow.. toodles!

u know exactly the right thing…

u know exactly the right things to say, dontchu? ;p

Nightly Nightly

She couldn’t stop tossing around. Her eyes just won’t shut. Her mind just won’t sleep. She slipped her hand under her pillow and took a crumpled note.

I just want you close, where you can stay forever

She let out a sigh and slipped it back under her pillow.

No one, no one can get in the way of what I feel for you

Just yesterday and every other night, laughters, whispers and conversations were shared on the same bed. Tonight, the silence was unbearable.

“Don’t make me promise anything to you anymore… I’m bad at keeping them” They both broke into a fit of laughter

“Well, absence makes the heart go fonder-”

Quickly, before she could finish “Ah yes, and distance.. no wait, sleeping keeps us closer and closer?”

“Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Meanie!”

He laughed.

A quick glance at the time. 1.40am.

Another 2 minutes passed by.

Her mind was about to drift when her phone beeped.

1.43am, and the message reads

“Are you still awake?”

DCFC’s I will follow you into the dark

ps: song covered by potential pengganti chris carrabba and bakal juara AF7 nih aku pakse die masok nanti eh tanak ah nanti die jadi riak cam mawi kang ehehe nyanyi kat karoke box rm1 per song dah la eh ;p

For this is Heaven

I’m nervous. You are too, I know although you act so cool about it ;p
It’s so so so exciting
But I’m afraid of getting hurt
I know you are too
Lets take it slow, lets take it easy

But no doubt, you have captured my mind
Your words keep playing in my mind
Your voice leaves me so speechless which is odd

I can’t wait to see how things turn out between us

I melt with you

I’ll stop the world and melt with you. You’ve seen the difference and it’s getting better all the time.

For all the years that have fled by and the long hours of waiting by the window wondering when will my world be filled with people who eat rainbows and poo butterflies; it has finally arrived.

“What’s the definition of perfect?”

“You.”

“And you’re what I call, a very dangerous sweet talker!”

He laughs. “I don’t get to practice it quite often you know”

“You’re lying! I can see the gaze in your eyes that have gazed into many others’ eyes!”

“Gazing is different than mesmerizing, hypnotized by, gawking at, melting with.. all that you’ve got me doing..”

“Riiiiight!”

“But didn’t you tell me once you’ve always wanted someone who speaks so fine and sings you to bed each night?”

She nods and smiles. “But you’re even way better than what I’ve imagined”

“And that is?”

“You made me believe in soulmates”

He smiles. “Well, for someone who told me ‘Uh, I don’t believe in soulmates. I believe in great companion’ so condescendingly, I’m speechless I changed your mind” When he laughs, my heart skips a beat and my cheeks turn red

“Funny! But you know, as I always say….”

He shuts her quickly with his fingers on her lips. “Don’t say it.. I already know”

And they both grin and whack each other