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Posted on June 25, 2009 
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She gripped his hand tighter, bringing it up to her chest. “I would do anything.. anything.. just to look into your eyes again.. ” She found herself muttering under her breath, as another tear rolled down her cheek. His hand felt cold in hers, his lips paler than ever, his eyes closed shut.

“I love to watch you sleep.. you’d smile in your sleep, smile with your eyes closed.. and your breathing would be slow and steady.. make a perfect melody for the perfect love song…”

He’d say the most casual things in the car. He’d look ahead the road and say things about her in the most delighted, appreciative voice. Sometimes, he’d take her hand as she started to drift away. She hated to be in the car. She hated long rides. He knew.

“There’s something about seeing you today that makes me sad, Eve..”

What he said this morning.

“Would you mind if I go first before you?”

What he asked a few minutes later in the car, while we were on the highway

“OH GOD OH GOD, YOU’RE BLEEDING SO MUCH SETH! OH GOD DON’T MOVE OH GOD!”

July 18th 2009, 4:44pm

“I.. if.. if I had one wish.. I wished.. I had written letters to you everyday… everday since.. since.. we met… I’d seal it.. with a kiss… everyday.. and have them posted… to your doorstep just before.. you go to sleep…”

He had said in the hardest way while they were in the ambulance. His hand never left hers. Her gaze never moved from his face. His face, almost unrecognizable…

I hate you Seth… I hate you.. I hate you for leaving me this way..

I’ll never fall in love again… you know I’ll never fall in love this deep again…

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