People and their perangai

monday morning saw me discussing people and their perangai. truthfully speaking, i got tired of handling people’s perangai a couple of years ago thus i decided to keep in touch/hang out only with a couple of people i think is worth it. people who would lend a helpful hand when ur in need. people who would laugh with u when ur sharing a joke. and of coz, this work both ways.

most of the times, i can tolerate guys perangai lah thats why i never lost touch with my guy friends. but gosh, girl friends are those i cannot stand. once the icky bitchy perangai of them started to show thats the end of everything.

i dont understand why girls can have really bad peer pressure. from my observation, growing up.. when u are friends with a girl with extreme peer pressure, thats it weh. and its always the same cycle all the time and u just dont get why these girls would even bother going through the cycle.

why do u like to say bad things, kutuk, ngumpat people who have always been there for u.. why wud u accuse them of being uncool, social outcast, and all other bad things.. when theyve been the ones who helped u during ur bad times (health issues, money, rship probs etc).. and u just cudnt stop bitching about them everyday.. then u decided to hang out with the cooler kids.. but wait, ur not cool enough to join the cooler kids.. so u end up feeling insecure.. and oops, worse, u gotta pay for their food, petrol, clubbing bills…….. just to be accepted! oh yikes, that bites. really hard. at the end of the day, ur stuck with no friends at all. now u should really re-define the meaning of ‘real friend’.

believe me, u should just grow out of this phase. and start realizing the more important things in life.. rather than bickering and complaining about everything.. ade kawan baik, u pijak. ade kawan cool, u kene pijak. then u end up takleh nak ade kawan langsung, bes ke macam tu?

“orang macam tu takkan find their happiness.”

“all u have to do is detach urself from these kinda people. if u buat baik to them, they’ll be thankful for that moment only and will forget it later. if u buat jahat to them, they’ll balas balik. so if u cant stand to buat baik or buat jahat to them, just completely pretend they dont exist.. “

enough ranting for today. i hope we will all feel better now, okay?

ps: if u know who u are, thank god you broke up with her. if u still think she’s the most beautiful and amazing girl you’ll ever meet, you need a freaking braincheck, my dear

pps: now i understand why my other friends have had always warned me of her before lolz should have listened to them

ppps: wat else can i say when first time org jumpe die org leh ckp ‘apsal muke die mcm sial?’ n before u go judging people yg ckp mcm tu abt her, nawww, theyre NOT the kinda people u’d hear say those stuff at first impression

remember the time when u got hurt really bad and those friends ur making fun of now helped u get thru it.. tsk tsk.. n i know if that ever happens to u again, they’d still be around to help u out.. ur such a lucky bitch, u shud realize it before they’re completely gone..

Sunday bluess

I’m fighting the urge to go lepak somewhere, spending my money carelessly.. argh. its so hard not reaching financially free level of ur life yet.. hahahaha..

anyway, im watching utube live to keep me occupied….

yeah, im a bit free today.. ive got some work left but lazy to do now, since its not urgent so im just lazing around.. on other projects, im waiting for clients’ feedback

yesterday i was really busy i had to say no to family’s makan2 outing.. sobsob!

** had an evening nap.. woke up feeling hungry..

hmm maybe after this i’d be more rajin to get my stuff validated.. ;p maybe. maybe..

Gmail Bongkerss

Apsal gmail ni gedik2 nak letak themes.. serabut aku! Hahaha.. nak revert to the old design plis!! With thicker padding around the email rows!!

And I don’t need a background on my login page!!!!!!!!!! grrr!

GOSH! AMAZED!

Her works are so fricken AMAZING! please, people, take a look at her work

WOW, i’m just totally awed by her illustrations, breathtaking, mesmerizing!

it’s 5.43pm. I should get some sleep. When I wake up, more work awaits! toodles!!

byk betul icon dlm websait u n…

byk betul icon dlm websait u ni i penen u bola mate i go bebulat

Amazing girl part 2

I digg her lyrics man!!!

Would you like to go for coffee soon, I just love the way i feel when Im’ talking to you. Nothing comlicated just you and me, having conversations over coffee.
You could play me a song, I could try to play along, but mainly mainly I just want to talk.?

All this time, all this time. I beleived your lies, I believed your lies.
Assumptions sinking over, assumptions sinking in

if you’ve been following my stories, my songs, I’m a sucker for this kinda lyrics and I find a lot of similarities in us, damn I love her!!! If only I had a better voice, aaaaaaaaand a guitar!!!!!!!!! dem I miss writing lyrics and melodies dat fit into a perfect song..

:(

You leaned in to kiss me goodbye, I am taken by the simple surprise, that your mouth is the greatest taste of my life, and I don’t want this moment to ever leave my mind.?

Nothing too complex, nothing too deep. Just simple, straight on and sharp. Sharp. spont on.

Damn..

Amazing girl!!

As usual, in between works & deadlines, I’m always utubing.. haha. Found this amazing girl today. AMAZING voice, amazing passion, amazing soul. Damn! Love her!! I’ve subscribed hehehe

See why I said its amazing

Random jiggedy

GIRL: *pats head
GIRL: mesti nak suruh mummybob suap mamam ni
GIRL: tsk2
BOI: i wish =.=
GIRL: poor thing.. takpelah, ur gonna be home soon
BOI: haha
BOI: i br saje
BOI: menghabiskan
BOI: satu
BOI: mangkuk
BOI: eskrem
BOI: sekian
BOI: terima
BOI: kasih
BOI: wahahahahaha
GIRL: *spanks!whacks!kicks
GIRL: baguslah tu buat lagi buatt
BOI: too late!
BOI: bwahahaha
BOI: -hops around the room-
GIRL: nanti i lock u up dlm bilek takde window campak sekotak eskrem
GIRL: u makan puas2 okeh
GIRL: see whether u’d stll be hoppin around d room tak
BOI: nuu D:
BOI: cruelty!
GIRL: haf u been smoking mase ngah demam ni?
BOI: tak =x
GIRL: nasib baik waras lagi
BOI: xP
BOI: eskrem is another story!
GIRL: wat eskrem did u haf
BOI: just a plain strawberry =x
GIRL: i looove stroberi flavoured eskrem
GIRL: i’d choose stroberi over choc anytime
BOI: ha! thats why =x

tade kene mengene ngan yang idup ataupun mati.. hehehehehehehee.. why has lovebug been on repeat the whole day? ijuzdungeddit!

katenye, i think about ur eyes all the time

kate i, tak possible sebab cermin mate aku darkens when there’s sunlight

*eh ape relevan?

Impak Maksima

Rai, dino and alifa have convinced me to go see Impak Maksima lolz

rai, ce suggest harga tiket yang patut aku beli supaye bole dapat seat paksi-x selari dengan titik tengah stage?

still contemplating bile nak pergi.. papehal, deadline dulu!

Monorail Tragedy

I’ve always loved this song. It’s one of my favourites! I wrote this in 2005, based on a true story. *lolz*

The lyrics

it’s quarter past 4 and she walks too far
into the empty station as he runs
2 stops passed by, still not a word
how can they let it be today?
things ain’t going their way

now don’t you see that he would never
go away
yeah, he would never he would never he would never go

monorail tragedy
they would never go home alone today

oooh, they would never go home alone
and their hands grip tight
before the train ends

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