Miss me?

I thought of revamping the blog but ah, malaslah. So here it is again with the same old theme, now packed with more juicy stories/rants/randomness by your favourite Orang Type Banyak!

Nothing’s been up. I still haven’t had a taste of Canadian Pizza. A friend was going to treat me some when MMU starts next semester, coz it’s soooo close to her house so she’d better get me some of them juicy pizza!

I’ve been emotionally drained out for the past couple of days with workload that never seemed to end but I’m still nowhere to being rich!!! I want to have the privilege of spending without looking at the pricetags!!

Over the week, I’ve let out my frustrations on people I’m not supposed to especially him. ZOMG! It’s so embarrasing! How can I let that happen, gosh, kill me now. Thank goodness he was so sporting about it but damn, I still feel guilty.

One of my friends got me so annoyed I feel like strangling everything that gets into my way! Urgh, like come on, be happy for me! Did I react back so childishly? :\

I’m also on the verge of breaking up but I guess it will be the best for us. Life’s too short for us to argue over the silliest things in the world so remaining friends was the better choice. Never never ever get yourself involved in a complicated relationship especially one that you can’t decide where would it lead to (especially at this age!!), or how the hell did it all start!

My close friend from high school is getting married this December!! Woohoo! I gotta keep 21st Dec free so I could go! Last time I met her was at an event in PWTC. Looking back, we were really close back then, when we were 12, we had the longest phone conversations, and she’d hang out in my house, I’d hang out at hers, we had the same tuition teachers, went to the same tuition class at my house, skipped tuition to go eat KFC and more! Then we went our separate ways for awhile and became somewhat of mutual friends when we were 15, 16.. like we didn’t talk much like before but she was special to me, and I was probably special to her too. Then, things change, people change, I probably changed, probably didn’t.. a couple of unfortunate events kept me far apart from my high school friends and neither them nor I knew why, but each time I get to talk to her, it always always always felt good.

Anyway! Later people. Shower calls!

HMPH!

Benci you!

>p

thanks for making me smile, gi…

thanks for making me smile, giving me the motivation i need at this hour to fin dis workkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

Yak aww aww~!

hehehe, name aku kuar dekat blog artis ah.. im soooooooooo eksaited!!!

okok, gotta do work!! gile banyak deadline on monday and tuesday!!

ps: i love the excitement of work! but i love the existence of great companion the most!? forgive me for what ive done that might have hurt u in so many ways.. please lets make this one last.. until the last breaths of them fishes!!

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Ahad itu Sunday

Morning dunia. After 2 days of no sleep, I managed to have a good tido semalam from 3am to 10am… kenape bangun tido je mesti lapa? Takleh ke bangun tido tak lapa? Frust betol aku!

The other day I had a nap during odd hours.. masa tu tengah maghrib.. tido mase maghrib ko tau la kan whats gonna happen.. the weirdest and scariest mimpi are gonna drop by..

When I got up that day from that scary dream, I jotted it down.. I always jot down my dreams.. don’t know for what reason.. to see how idiotic I can be in my subconscious state kot..

So this was my dream..

sume org bengang ngn adobe sebab hilangkan file sotrage dieorg..or buat files dieorg tak work. ima was grunting about adobe pdf depot function..die conteng kat dinding sbelah katel aku which happens to be tempat utk vent out emotions… byk gile aku conteng.. then jacques roux dtg balek n tanye if i had porsche’s forms sbb adobe ate his versions… and then soft.flame msg me on skype asking abt where’s the text on the theme.. i was making a wordpress theme for her but i forgot the text in the css..or something

then my bf had a big circle drawn out and at each point of the circle, ttheres a name of a previous crush, or ex or scandal..

got a whole lotta names!

damn gilebabi tido mase maghrib

ok babai, im going to bed again

Ke Hadapan Bintang Jatuh

http://kehadapanbintangjatuh.blogspot.com/

It’s today. If I get my work done today, I wanna go!!!! Fynn’s last show man sobsob!

dangit, sucky that I tak sempat send my submission.. hope Wani will organize another similar event soon hahaha!

gosh, too much work.. its driv…

gosh, too much work.. its driving me insane.. :(

Managing Projects #2

I wrote earlier that I’m getting better at managing projects

I changed my mind lah. OK lah, untuk communication stage awal pass lah. Tapi untuk stage feedback/amendment ni hassle ah. Problem gile.

Clients are always always right no matter how much we feel that we should deserve better. In the real world, that doesn’t exist, you don’t deserve better until your client appreciates you.

I’m not saying all my clients are like that, perhaps yang baru2 nak kerja dengan kiteorang. A lot of my clients are actually very understanding and gave extra attention masa revision rounds. I guess we just gotta learn to handle different kinda clients. One of my client ni, takyah deposit pun. He trusted us, gave us the whole fricken amount. And was so cool, and detailed when giving feedback. It really helps us speed up the development. I gave him an estimated 2 weeks timeframe but because of our great communication, we finished the job in less than a week!

Tak semua clients suke layan email panjang berjela, some would like us to ‘just get what they want!’ ! So I guess we just have to try to adapt to different2 perangai ni. The biggest task is not actually handling the client, but handling your development team. Gosh! Ko fail as a project manager, your team would be furious!? So Wanie, here’s a reminder – don’t miss ONE bit of a tiny requirement pun lepas ni. Just just just jadi as detailed macam orang gila saiko and try to masuk dalam otak client kau sebab they won’t tell you EVERYTHING.

*end rant*

zomg, nak canadianpizza NOW!!!

Lagu: Kau yang punya

to workaholic guys, this is a good song to dedicate kat awek2 korang yg cant stop being jealous and having bad thoughts of who ya with, where ya at, and whatcha doin.. hahaha!

Jangan kau bimbang sayang
di mana ku berada
dengan siapa ku bersama
jangan bimbang
ku tetap
kau yang punya

Bertukar pandangan, senyum
bersalaman ke sekadar berkawan
dan bila cinta dah mula berputik
ah, tak tidur malam
angan-angan jadi pasangan
dah menjadi kenyataan
yang nyatanya, telah banyak kita harung
adakalanya rasa bebas, kadangkala terkurung
kita pernah berpisah dan kembali
berpisah dan kembali
kembali kerna pengorbananmu kuhargai
hilang separa masa bersama keluarga
teman-teman huru-hara tiada lagi, tata, bye bye
tiada lagi huhu haha
jadi sebagai gantinya lagu ni kau yang punya
yang kau nyanyikan, aku nyanyi juga
tak sempurna, tapi ku kan tetap coba
dan janji-janjimu kujanji juga, yup
kini kau dalam duniaku macam hip hop

Kerjayaku memang kejam
punca matamu tak boleh kejam
bermalam, bukan berjam
dimana? dengan siapa kubersama?
berpeluh, bertenaga dengan mic ku berasmara
yang lihat masih menjerit, si genit masih mengenyit
bungkusan dilontar sepuluh digit masih terselit
nah, tidak teruja, mungkin sudah tua
tiada lagi show, kemudian after party
tiada lagi party, kemudian hotel lobi
yang lain masih berpesta
biarkan saja mereka, mereka masih muda
aku ditelefon kalau tak disisimu
dan kalau dengar suara, itu tv atau lagu
jangan bimbang tiada siapa bersamaku
dan jangan bimbang kalau tiada yang berlaku
nope

Satu fakta, dua penipuan
yang pertama kita ambil, dua buang
kenapa mengeluh?
dengar cerita lagi, dah jenuh berkali-kali
komplikasi dalam komunikasi jadi konfrontasi
mulut orang perosak reputasi, pembunuh motivasi
mereka pakar fabrikasi, modifikasi
di depan senyum, belakang dengki
yang cemburu mungkin teman kita sendiri
siapa tahu?
peduli, kita dah semuanya bersama
dah senang bersama, dah susah pun bersama
ketawa bersama, menangis bersama
kubersumpah harap kita mati pun bersama
ke akhirnya

Kuhanya punya kau
dan
hip hop

listen to the song here
its good to have u back malique. i was so obsessed with u back then ;p

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